When you find not being uncommon is so common

I stood there by her side, touched her with my eyes Yes! I saw something there and felt it down to my heart. You see it's so common to to find yourself uncommon that we eventually can't expect the fact that there would be someone like us in billions around us. We think that we can heal the one who went with what happened to us when we couldn't even heal ourselves. You see it's so unreal that we feel ourselves to be alive that sometimes we just couldn't feel our own senses. It's so stupid that though I can feel the outside touch yet I battle to feel my own breath. 

It's stupid right how all these things doesn't really match up, YES! But they will, every word will. Will be writing all that down in a few days, explaining everyone one by one and then connecting the threads :)

Will it end!! The pain?

 Is it like I have no control over anything that happens to me. Well they say I do. If it's so then why is it that every time I start doing it, the hopelessness underveils the curtains. Does it end?
What about things that aren't in my control?Who is it gonna be when billions like myself end up at same place, fighting the odds to be the one above all.
The way we interact, live, love, hope, desire, feel pain. Are all these different for everyone. It starts with someone's pain to be a joker and ends up with someone's smile trying to spend a nice evening.
The way we connect, socalize has to have atleast some breaches now to let the fresh air pass.
Yes, the pain is mutual and there gonna be a day when everyone gonna RESPECT it for being in the life. We say it hits at the wrong time, but that's gonna be one thing you will know you were wrong about standing at the hill of happiness and remembering the clouds of loneliness.